You would want me
to try and be happy.
you wouldn't want me to sit here
drinking cold tea with a tear
falling down my cheek, past my ears
forming a puddle under my head.
But i can't even bring myself to smile
because all i can think of is yours
or rather, how its fading from my mind
and that it had been 10 years
and every year mom still cries while drinking your beers
I wish you were still here, Dad
or we could be there
it wouldn't be that bad. If we could leave
and you would see
that we fell apart without you.
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